It's been so damn long ever since I've updated this blog.. Well after all stupid stuff I've done, think through life still have to go on.. Had been working in R.C.A before.. Met a guy at boatquay memories bar which I think he will be my life partner. After all I gave up so much things because of him.. E.g: lion dance, clubbing, sin tua stuff, working in R.C.A...
I dun mind giving up those stuff but still I will miss them.. Especially lion dance and sin tua stuff.. They are actually my life before. But he doesnt like me doing and going for it. He dun support me at all.. But I know wad he actually wants.. Just a simple life for both of us.. After a big big quarrel, he finally agree to my conditions. Support my lion dance troupe by going to big events hold by them. As for sin tua stuff, he's still considering..
For a normal couple, quarrel is just a very small matter. It makes us know each other better den before.. Well... It's been almost 4 months I've been together with him, on the valentine day, he gave me a super big surprise which is proposing to me using a very magical way. It's hard to explain, but I'm really touched on that day! In these 4 months time, he never fail giving me wad I wan, he is always putting his 101% of love for me.. And I do love him alot.. More than I could expect! Wad ever things he said I will take it to heart.. I think this is wad I called true love, path to marriage. Although we just got together not long, but time doesn't matters.. As long as we understand each other, marriage is not a problem.. After all this typing, I still haven intro who is this hero who save my life from being more miserable.. Alex chan wei qiang(my Fiance)
Thank you so much for making me feel secure, pampered and love! Lao gong, I love you!!

on my birthday!!!

3rd june is my birthday..although not everyone celebrating with me, but i still feel veri happy..the onli thing tt disappoint mi was...my bf wasn't the one celebrating with mi..already 3 days got no sight of him..not even a message nor a phone call..dunno wad he is doing..mayb he is really damn busy..anyway..thank you guys for giving mi such a lovely birthday celebration..this year birthday i got 3 birthday cakes...1 from my cousin, 1 from aufa and 1 from my beloved ah yi and jiu jiu...im gng to genting again on de 16th with uncle lawrence and chia teck chye..so looking forward to it..but gotta earn lots and lots of money 1st...

well..gng malaysia le..but not excited leh..i'm gng to miss 1 chu shi..hmmm...is okay..not everytime can overseas de..will update my blog soon after i come back on sunday..

my whole body cannot take it anymore..gng to die liao..HHHEEELLLLPPPP!!!!
i feeling more n more empty le..realli want to give up liao..hais..i'm so helpless n useless..y muz my relationship life so complicated??cant i be jux a normal gal??i hate my stupid fucking life..

wad should i do??

u wan mi to wait n i let others wait..wad am i gng to do??continue to wait and waste my time??should i just give up n give others a chance?? is not tt i dun wanna wait..is jux tt how long u wan mi to wait??i asked alot of times le..but thr is still no answer from u..sometimes i realli wanted to give up..but whenever i see u..i jux cant..some one pls help mi..god please give mi direction..im so confused n helpless..

i just dun understand y guys lyk to show their dick to other gals in webcam??aren't they ashame bout it?
wad if their gf using msn n other guys show their gf..how would they feel??
can u guys jux stop doing tt..is realli veri irritating n digusting..stop throwing guys face..

just got a news tt said wave house is not a mix age party le..sian..18 n above den can go.i was so looking forward lo..but dun tink will go le bah..thursday is gng to be my tiring day..morning 7.30 chu shi, after tt rush to sch..den evening 6pm still gotta work..hope wont be bz so i can go home rest..my stupid irritating sore eyes so haven heal..so fedup!!aaarrrggghhh..sunday meeting jack go out shop..haha..wanna shop for my new year clothes le..was soo shock when my uncle gave mi money to buy new year clothes..
next week is chinese new year le..i'm gng to take 1 week mc jux for chu shi n claim from them..onli first day of chinese new year i gng to my relative place..dunno how many ang bao i can get..hope alot..