my whole body cannot take it anymore..gng to die liao..HHHEEELLLLPPPP!!!!
i feeling more n more empty le..realli want to give up liao..hais..i'm so helpless n useless..y muz my relationship life so complicated??cant i be jux a normal gal??i hate my stupid fucking life..

wad should i do??

u wan mi to wait n i let others wait..wad am i gng to do??continue to wait and waste my time??should i just give up n give others a chance?? is not tt i dun wanna wait..is jux tt how long u wan mi to wait??i asked alot of times le..but thr is still no answer from u..sometimes i realli wanted to give up..but whenever i see u..i jux cant..some one pls help mi..god please give mi direction..im so confused n helpless..

i just dun understand y guys lyk to show their dick to other gals in webcam??aren't they ashame bout it?
wad if their gf using msn n other guys show their gf..how would they feel??
can u guys jux stop doing tt..is realli veri irritating n digusting..stop throwing guys face..

just got a news tt said wave house is not a mix age party le..sian..18 n above den can go.i was so looking forward lo..but dun tink will go le bah..thursday is gng to be my tiring day..morning 7.30 chu shi, after tt rush to sch..den evening 6pm still gotta work..hope wont be bz so i can go home rest..my stupid irritating sore eyes so haven heal..so fedup!!aaarrrggghhh..sunday meeting jack go out shop..haha..wanna shop for my new year clothes le..was soo shock when my uncle gave mi money to buy new year clothes..
next week is chinese new year le..i'm gng to take 1 week mc jux for chu shi n claim from them..onli first day of chinese new year i gng to my relative place..dunno how many ang bao i can get..hope alot..